well, now that i am able to poat an entry, i have nothing to tlk about! I don't ant ot go to summer school anymore.. cause it's way too early in the morning for it.. but.. hmm. let me see.. what's the last thing i remember.. um.. I miss Brian, liek a lot.. but before i go into his kick ass party.. i want to tlk about my party... because  you kno what!?!!?!?! It fucking rocked! thanks to all those that made it that way.. and i learned something upon having a great time.. i never knew people could tlk about sex that much.. like.. thatwas alot of hours.. and Evonne learned what spooning was.. thanks to amie!  but hten after that.. i realyl can't remmeber anyhitng that has happened... because i'm cool like that.. lol So.. i will fast forward to exactly a week alter to Brian's gogin away party.. i miss him already and he's onlt been gone less than a week... there's still 3 MORE! omg.. ok but anyway.. we played lots of fun games.. adn Twister was a huge hit.. wow . how the men in my life are flexible.. it's really good to kno..  ok but anyway.. we wlaked to the park and we were introduced how to be skanky on a swing.. oo la la lol.. and then they played hide and seek an games that involved a lot of physical activity.. lol and it was just not happening.. i was the first one to leave after spector.. it was an emotional goodbye between me and Brian.. we kissed and hugged alot.. and said that it would be tough but we would pull thru it.. and now i have no one to tlk Will and Grace with.. no offense Dave but you kno what i mean..  My new icon is dedicated to you bri... I love u mucho.. and i miss you all ready.. Let's see.. i can't remember anything else after that either... see what a bad memory I have? well... let em see. OO OO OO OO Iget to go to Darein Lake August 5th with Evonne, Dave, Eva S, Spector, and Erin and Evonne' s man.. Dylan.. OMG i can't wait.. and then to top it all off.. I get to go see idina Menzel fuckers! whew hew hew hew! August 21st... that's right.. me and EvaC! OMG i cna't wait..  Ok.. any hew... let me think.. Summer choir is kinda awsome.. it helped me realize that I'm glad i don't got to go to Slovay and do this all the time.. lol.. um.. i get to see people there that i didn't think i'd be seeing much anymore.. and i don't think it's a bad thing...

I think i closed a huge chapter in my life the other day... and i don't know what to do now..

I would like to go on record and say that I am not a slut.. i just like to have a good time.. there's a difference..

Life is definatly changing.. and there'e no stopping it.. Even if I can't handle what's gogin on..

WOW!

today must be my lucky day! cause i can finally post a freakin entry! Well! hi! let me get into like the past week.. hm.. let's see...

 wensday night erin came over and ended up spending the night.. not leting me sleep and wtching the notebook eatign spicy pretzels.. it was really fun.. we had a campout of blankets in my living room..

thursday morning.. i took erin home and went to dave's.. got kickes ot of his room.. and ened up watching shrek 2.. and falling asleep..Dave came down and was my wake up call once again.. we had breakfast.. we tlked for awhile.. and thne eva woke up.. we got ready and wlked over to KT Headd's house to study trig.. yea.. that happened.. lol..erica saturno came over.. we played catch phrase.. ate pizza and brownies.. and tlked on the comp.. it was really fun... got a ride back to dave's form KT's mom.. and then the three of us played UNo. (eva came back.. ) i went home and did.. absolutely nothing..

Friday..  i've had a spnish final..and me and eva were the only classes in the whole freaking gym!  can u say odd.. what made it worse that my spanish teacher kept tlking to the EMPTY side of the gym.. yea.. nuts.. ok.. then we found everyone.. nd my mohter was late .. of course and so we ( me dave cmeron evonne and eva S decided to go and stalk DeMar and Mr.Alvaro.. through the window.. it was kinda fun..and i yelled at alvaro for having horrible internet eticut.. and then my mom appeared and she let cameron get in my car.. and dave had a race on foot with my mom to Dennys.. (yea.. i still wonder why i tlk to him.. ) we sat.. and baby being the cute lil thing she is.. slept thru the whole thing.. i tlked with Cameron for most of it.. becasue dave and eva were.. shall we say.. busy with eachother? i ended up driving dave and eva to her house.. and then we me mom and baby wet home.. um.. o yea.. spekcie came over. and we hung out.. i vented out  a lot of pented up anger.. i made her very pretty and we went to my sisters graduation..  it was really depressing.. Mr.Sweeny's speech made me cry.. and they had a really cute slide show.. and then it was rianing.. adn the vice principale thought that me and speck were 8th graders.. that helped boost our self esteem! whew hew. lol spector cam back to my house.. and then i met certain people.. and it was really fun.. and then i came.. tlked to people.. and it was not a bad time..

Saturday came.. and i picked up dave after doign mucho work.. and we went to a Puerto Rican PIg rosat.. wasn't bad.. we played uno andgot attacked by a crazy kid with a chair.. yea.. don't ask.. we ended up wlking to Gillie Lake to let my bro fish.. we found a scary frog that dave thru rocks at.. it was wikced funny.. and then my bro decided that we couldn't leave till he caught a fish.. well.. i'm impatient.. so i thru my bro's bait in the lake.. that took care of him!  well.. heran away and thru a fit.. dave ran after him.. and jumped over acreek.. that should not be tried at home.. when i did.. i fell.. and hurt my elbow and my boob.. well. we caught up.. left the party.. dave and i listened to our new obseesion duet that we plan to do.. tho we dunno for what yet.. dave is convinced that we'll do it for graduation.. that's a way long time away.. but any way.. it's fucking awsome! we went to the Wal-Mart Supercenter after the partty.. walked around and tlked.. we have got to find the most random places to have in depth convos.. omg.. i took him home and he neded up calling me because he loves to stalk me! lol.. well.. that was the end of that day..

Sunday was Fathers day.. and i was very nice to my dad all day.. thank god that only has to happen that day and his birthday.. jeez  lol.. we went for a ride.. and i went driving in the car that my grandpa is leaving for me. it was nuts! i made a lot of food too.. liek no joke.. enuf to feed an entire army.. and it made me really tired..  so that's what i had to do.. meditate.. well.. i got to the point that i was do tired i couldn't sleep.. cleaned my whole room and now it's wicked hott! and clean.. i dunno what to do..  i was up to about.. 2:30 AM..

Well... today was interesting.. i got up at hte crack of dawn.. and i went shopping and got a new outfit.. it's wicked hott.. and u'll all see it soon!  i watched my favorite baby in the afternoon... she likes to sleep! and then i pretended to do yard work.. i tlked to hunnie for awhile.. and plan on going to trig review with CAm tommorow after the global regents.. and then the read thru.. and then Eva C is comin ova to study..  whoop id dee do! well. i think that that's all of my new thought... leave me comments.. cause i love them! gnite!

Hey guys..

today is wensday! and i have some tranquil time to myslef! whooppee!

whooppee! well.. i hung out with Shanw Mossotti last night! and it kicked ass! He rocked my socks all the way off! and then he came back ot beat my sheets!  WE went to my bro's baseball game, and it was beyong broing because little kids suck at playing baseball.. and then we met up with Kelly.. who in turn tired to steal my baby! I love her!!! but anyway.. Shawn, me and Kelly went to put Mia's feet in the water, and she thought it was way too cold!  but anyhew.. shanwcame back for a few minutes, he proposed to my sister {Mia} not Brittany.. who would want her.. and then he told me that he planned on making babies with me so they could loko that cute! lol..   I walked him home adn we stopped to see the huge meadow of fireflies.. they were gorgeous! i came home.. watchd the new show closer i had recorded.. and played with my jounal w/ Eva S.. i tlked to speckie and a few other peeps.. went to bed and had to get up and play with Mia for awhile.. i went back to bed and got up aorund 11.... came and tlked to dave for a few... ate breakfast.. decided that i'm going to dave's tommorow.. and then made plans for erin and shawn to come over later. it shoudl be very very fun fun fun fun ! whooppeee!  well.. i'lll write later to let you know how my night went with my lovely peoples! call my or leave me some messages.. i like them.. they make me feel special.. i hope that this entry is not nearly as EMO as my others have been! i hope this makes the rest of you people happi!  well.. i love having a journal now.. i'm sorry that i'm invading ur cult speckie! tty guys lata!

Hey everyone!

Well..i'm officialy home alone for the day and i'm loving it! no mom, no dad, no bad brittany, and no yucky braulio! WHOOPPPEEE! I haveto do some picking up and cleaning.. what a schocker coming from me! lol..

Well.. i dunno how things are gonna turn out. it's kinda hard to tell.. but it'ss all come out in the end..

I'm still looking for that prince charming to come and be here with me.. i kno u're out htere somewhere.. so please come find me!

Um.. i got put into schock last night.. Sharee actually did something considerate for me.. she made a part for me to make my own sounds in the play, with a partner of my choice.. the one drawback,.. i hope she lets me pick 2..  couldn't leave one in the ensemble all by themselves.. but i think this will be great and i couldn't be more excited...

well.. it's Tuesday meaning that there's a baseball game tonight, i asked some to be there, but it's beginnig to show that that just isnt goign to happen, there's thigns in their lives that are better..

but  i kno others will work thier hardest to be there.. and if not at abse ball.. then they'l be here..

Life is spiraling down.. and i'm not liking the black colors that are there on the way down!

Well.. that's it fo rnow, i'l wirte when thre's more intersting stuff to be written

Hello to all my lover out there! ilove u guys so much!

well today was the english final.. and it was wicked easy.. i was done in like less than  a half hour.. and i thought i had missed a part cause i was done so quick..

but now i have nothing to do the rest of the day.. Why? cause sharre is a bitch and never cahnged my email on the llist. so i never knew that there was an interview with people from the SHCOOL OF MY DREAMS giving a speech today.. gotta love it. .and then all of my feinds all love their other frineds more and is with themm. or they're depressed and don't wana do anything.. gotta love the bored factor.

whta else?  hmm. I really miss my best friend.. no. he hasn't gone anywhere but yet he isn't here either..

I'm in the market for a make out buddy.. if ur interstefd let me kno. we can wrk something out..  

well.. i have no plans tonight and would love some.. but hey. .next final.. Spanish.. what a doosey..

well.. wow.. my life is wicked boring.. so i have nohting left to say..

Quote of the day.. " I will always be by your side, through think and thin.. evcept for the day that u decide to jump off a bridge.. on that day i'll be at the bottom.. ready to catch you!"

later!

hey everyone!

I finally have a journal so that i don't feel left out! whew hew! I love al my sexy lovers and guess what?!?!?!? Shcool is over in .. 1 MORE DAY! that's right!!!

School has been an amazing experience this year.. a lot of monumental events have taken place. but somehow with the help of certain people.. i made it through.. so thank to all of u.. u kno who u are..  School is closing and i couldn't be any happier.. now i gotta conquer the rest of the demons in my life.. But for now i'm gonan blame this gross heat! I hope u guys enjoy seeing inside my crazy head! And i hope that u leave me comments!  

TTYL! TOODLES!